Tuesday, January 31, 2006

I Realized...

Last week, I had my students (I'm a part time faculty in a university) create their own personal web page where they can put anything they want so long as it's wholesome. And since I was busy with my exams last week (I'm also studying law at night), I wasn't able to check their work until just now. As I read through the web page that they created, I realized that most of them are seeking acceptance, love, someone to just accept them for who they are. Through their web page, I was able to get a glimpse of what the youth nowadays are looking for, what they desire.

I really empathize with these youths because I went through the same thing as I was growing up(don't we all?), and I really want to reach out to them and share how I was able to find the security I know they are longing for. I probably will try to reach out to them, although I still have to pray to God about it.:)

I have always find it a challenge to approach others who I would like to share some of my experiences because I'm use to being asked first before saying anything. But reading the web pages of my students made me realize that I shouldn' t be concern about sharing my thoughts and my emotions to others. So for this year, one of my faith goals will be to be more open about my emotions and thoughts. I believe that the reason why God allows us to experience hardships and trials in life is for us to encourage others who will go through similar experiences. A gift was given to me in times of trials, that gift I would share to others who might appreciate the same gift. :)

2 Comments:

Blogger rotten_mangoes said...

Hi Bethel!

It came as a very big surprise for me when I learned that you and (ok, ok I try not to say the word Sir) Normz are engaged. I'm so happy for the two of you and it was really inspiring to read some of your blogs. I myself have underwent depression for the very recent times of my life, almost to the point of taking something God has given me. But I thank God that I was able to find comfort and inspiration in other peoples' lives. Just seeing and knowing how God has helped you guys through your trials gave me that flicker of hope I desperately needed. Just knowing how He listened to the desires of your heart, helped me open up my heart to Him. When I visited a few weeks back in CSB, (Sir) Normz was asking how I was and I told him I'm better than I was. That was because during that time I had found God, I had found that feeling of serenity that for how many months I wasn't able to have. Though honestly I still have depressing moments but it seemed as if everything just falls into place when I put my trust in Him. I just want to share this to you. I also have my own blog, http://silentandstill.blogspot.com.

Till here...

Mitch

4:37 PM  
Blogger rotten_mangoes said...

Hi Bethel!

Thanks for the comment. I know that despite there are a lot of times I still feel depressed, I know I shouldn't give up because I have God at my side. And just that very thought gives me comfort. Thanks for the inspirational messages.

Sure let's have lunch some time, maybe when I'm free from work I'll find time to pass by in school.

All my prayers for you and Normz (finally I said his name without the 'Sir' though quite reluctantly... :D)

Mitch

11:20 AM  

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